Listening to: the wind and rain through the WA State night.
Starting fresh with a new State of mind as well as in a new State. All the new people, a new job, and a new lifestyle. Everything new! I have wanted to go out and see more of this world. Experience the life of an adult, the four seasons, and homesickness. Everyone back at home said that I remind them of the big fish that does not belong in a little bowl--that I was meant to do something great and that the only way to do so was to move on and start a new life. I figured leaving O`ahu would be the biggest and bravest move I'll ever make in my life. So I left the little rock in the middle of the Pacific Ocean and moved to "The Land of the Free".
I think I'm going to explore some and find inspiration. This is a chance to prove myself wrong--I'm still very talented. I can still do all the things I could do before I had my heart broken so many years ago. But with this new love and new life my talents will be better. I just have to find the inspiration and motivation to get me back on that road to my dreams. As long as I have to love and support from my family and husband, I believe I can make.
...I just have to get off my lazy ass and do it!